A Hug: Drawing Myselves Closer
Woo Lim Lee
My journey started with the recognition that I’m often not fully present. I began various explorations to cultivate mindfulness, focusing on moments I could genuinely appreciate daily. However, I wondered why I was striving so hard to cherish warm, lovable moments exclusively. I realized that there are parts of me that I don’t want to acknowledge. I redirected my journey towards exploring different parts of myself that I had previously avoided. I have concluded to give a metaphorical hug to all the different parts of myself I’ve encountered on this journey. I am still on the journey of hugging myself.
Drawing myself closer
These projects are the results of my visual research and journal writings. Creating them marked a significant step for me in embracing bravery and acknowledging myself. Initially, I embarked on this project as a personal journey to cultivate presence. Amidst many responsibilities, I often felt disconnected from the present moment.
Drawing myself closer
My mind would wander even during simple activities like showering, preoccupied with future tasks. I realized I wasn't fully engaged in what I was doing and was dissatisfied with this state of being. I yearned to live more presently and sought ways to achieve that.
Drawing myself closer
Initially, I attempted to focus on warm, lovable, and happy aspects of life, hoping to find solace and direction. However, I soon felt stuck in a cycle, making no tangible progress. This prompted me to question my desire to fixate on positivity.I do not take care of myself
In response, I turned to my journal, documenting all the sides of myself I disliked. Confidence has always eluded me; I've battled deep-seated insecurities and harbored numerous sides of myself that I wished to conceal, both from others and from myself. I began by acknowledging my neglect of self-care.
Hugging myself
Hugging is warm, it’s cozy. I aim to hug all of my selves. I want to hug a part of me who wants to stay home and do nothing. I want to hug a part of me who drinks excessive amounts of coffee every day.